I have a great deal of anxiety over leaving this town, leaving the people that saw our happiness and our pain, that know what it means when I look at a gaggle of three-year-old girls. And leaving my garden that makes me think of Serenity. I see her in many places around my neighborhood, the local park, the botanical garden. What will I do when I am living in a town that doesn't hold physical memory triggers of her? Not think of her as often?
Janis had an excellent post about moving. I am dreading leaving my comfort zone and entering the unfamiliar.
What if I hated it here? Or, what if Triple S had found a job here, would I find that I didn't really want to stay?
I am trying to release my anxiety and embrace the adventure. And the two important things will be going with me, Triple S and Beanie.
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